Back to blogging ....

Well, its been a long time since I have posted a blog. My life seems like a complete 360 since the last time I posted. So, I suppose I have some much needed updating to do. First off, I want to explain why I have been a-wall for the past months. Writing has always been a huge part of me, and I just sort of gave up , threw in my towel. I always put up these walls, and when things start to get good I quit. I wish I knew why, i wish i had the self determination to just embrace the gifts God has blessed me with. Now that i have realized this flaw, I am going to try my best and pick up the pen again and start writing or i guess in my case hit the keys on the keyboard.

Ah, now for the fun part updating you all on my crazy life now a-days. Lets see, I guess I should start with the beginning, attending a new school. Walking into a school with 2000 kids, about 10 of which i knew was the scariest experience of my life. I remember walking out to the car to my loving mother and wanting nothing more then to get in the car and just breath. I thought it would take me months to make friends and it would be really hard to fit in, but because God is so amazing I seemed to fit in as if I had been there my whole life. I can not describe how it feels walking in there now, its as if i'm right where im supposed to be. I have amazing friends and my house always seems to be filled with teenagers im finally living the teenage dream. Although, the social part of school as been such a blessings there has been many ups and downs. The academics have been s struggle to keep up since its a whole new learning system, but I know what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. It's amazing to me how full and beautiful my life has become. God has put many trials on my path this year, some of which I have come out closer to him, others I have made mistakes on. Being the new girl everyone wants a part of, some for the wrong reasons can be hard and leave you with many tears. Luckily I have many many more smiles then laughter this year. Now that I am growing up, im starting to miss the days when pain was always solved by a band aid. pain is seeming more inevitable then ever. And once you get to the good moment believe me you start to see the magic God sprinkled on the world. You just gotta climb that mountain and keep your head up. Hopefully I will update weekly if not daily, glad to be back. Hope all is well. Love always Allie..